Friday, January 22, 2010

Of scribblings and guinea fowl...

I know, I know. It seems like I've dropped off the face of the planet again. Well, I guess in a way I have. I'm back in the writing cave. Working on something new. Well, newish. Actually I'm doing something I promised myself I wouldn't do - I'm working on a sequel to my previous manuscript which is getting "I like" comments from People Who Know. The original manuscript always had the potential to go further and was written as such. Thing is, since finishing off the current draft, and trying to get my head around the rewrite of something else, my characters started yelling at me. A few of them howled. One bit and another haunted. Sometimes characters will just not take no for an answer.

What? You think I've lost my last remaining marble? This is entirely possible... But here's the thing... I'm fast coming to realise that there's a danged fine line between madness and writing - particularly when the writing is a passion and the characters who live in your head are in charge. It's like being swept away by something bigger than yourself that has a will and motivation of its own. It's a helluva ride.

Of course, when I say to myself, "Nicky, step away from the computer, step back now, the thing is growling at you..." I find I return to some semblance of sanity (sanity being as relative as anything else...), at which point supper is cooked, the guinea fowl are fed, the house is tidied, I remember to eat, to water the garden, to top up the swimming pool and to do the shopping and any number of other things that simply get forgotten - like, er, blogging...

So, there you have it - I'm wrapped up in the mythologies and folktales of the Land Beyond the Forest, once again, and am doing all sorts of fascinating research and scribbling away furiously - not as furiously as I'd like but then I just can't seem to get fingers and brain to keep up with one another! Yes, I guess it does become a little obsessive-compulsive but I think I still have at least a couple of toes firmly on the ground and my sense of humour is in tact!

In other news - we were presented with "Christmas guineas" - 18 day-old guinea keets turned up on the verge with a single parent, a young hen. Of course, the Guinea Fowl Inn was immediately open for business and for the past three and a half weeks we've had the pleasure of watching these tiny things grow (while at the same time watching the garden get destroyed...). You cannot believe how tiny day-old keets are - egg size - wobbly on their little legs, a single family brain cell between the lot of them. Fascinatingly, three other adult guineas arrived from nowhere and have helped the hen raise her chicks. She is clearly not "one of them" as she's been pecked and harrassed by them but has stuck to her guns and has been a remarkably good mother - which is saying something when one considers the parenting skills of the fowl...
Now the keets are finding their wings and several made it into a very large hibiscus shrub yesterday. All very exciting. Of course, along the way, numbers have decreased, not helped by a mass drowning of four in the pool, but for the most part they're strong little birds and I'm hoping that more than the usual one to three will make it to adulthood. The other lot of guineas who turned up in November have raised five keets to a really good size - a size which leaves them blowing raspberries at the sparrowhawk since they are now too big for his evil clutches. All in all, it's been a pretty good Guinea Summer!


So now it's time for an "aw" moment - all together now...
"Aaaaawwwwww!"


"The Hen" - what can I say, she refuses to reveal her name...

Only a few hours old...


Just not very big...

Three days old...

Ya lookin' at me?


Sweet Seventeen - a tide of guinea fowl keets

The surrogate father

November's second hatch

Keet contemplations

Adults, big cousins and little cousins

Big cousins and little cuz...

Thyme and again...


And now, back to the writing cave for me!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

The Unbearable Dysfunctionality of Being (with apologies to Milan Kundera)

The coastal drive to Cape Point

Chapman's Peak Drive

Scarborough's mist and waves

Those of you who are friends with me on Facebook will have seen a multitude of sunshiny photos this week as D and I have played tourist in our own backyard. We’ve had a lovely time – good food, good wine, good weather - and looking at the photographs of the rich and gorgeous scenery that makes up the area where we live I’m struck yet again by the curious juxtaposition of life in South Africa.

On the one hand the most outstanding natural beauty, on the other, violence, aggression and a completely traumatized society. I’m not talking here about the usual crime, violence and corruption stuff – stuff that we South Africans seemingly take so for granted that we are sublimely desensitized to what would appall the rest of the world – unless you’re living in a war torn zone. What I’m talking about is the complete dysfunctionality of the average South African, a dysfunctionality that is characterized by aggression, greed and vulgarity. Of course, it is a generalization but how else is one to talk of generalities other than by way of generalizations.

Franschhoek - vines and lavender, mountains and big blue skies


I was struck a while ago when one of my critique partners pointed to the violence contained in my own writing and, on thinking about it, I realised how else could I write when surrounded by a proliferation of ongoing, daily aggression? Art reflects reality, always has done, always will, so I suppose it’s no small wonder that my own words and stories are infused with a sort of violence that some may find disturbing. Understand please, it’s not gratuitous violence or violence for the sake of violence that appears in my work – it is just a reflection of the world around me appearing in fictitious form. But it has made me realise that while I abhor violence and horror, it has, nevertheless, by dint of my location, become part of my writing. It’s a sobering – and disturbing – realization.

The blues and golds of the Overberg wheatlands

I often ponder the nature of balance and then try to consider the nature of balance in South Africa. But the balance seems totally unbalanced – the beauty and the beast – the land and the people. It struck me yesterday, while we were sitting in the shade of the oaks in a country village, how people have a phenomenal capacity to tarnish places.

A sleepy Greyton side street

The village which we were visiting is a beautiful place nestled between towering peaks. Once it was home to the Khoi people, the Hessequas and the Attequas, until the arrival of Dutch settlers who dispossessed the local tribes of their land and their herds. The land was given over to farming, and ultimately parts of it became a freehold agricultural village. Today the village is populated predominantly by weekending Capetonians. Watching them, this is what I wrote in my notebook:

“There are certain people who come to certain places and colonize. The places are usually picturesque, the people are usually wealthy. They arrive and take hold like poison ivy. They’ll take an unspoiled sleepy village and populate it with Volvo’s, Beemers and Benz’s. They’ll furnish their homes with antiques raided from the attics of locals (for which they’ll pay a paltry price and sell for a staggering profit.) They’ll open B&Bs, guest houses, art galleries, gift shops (that sell everything you never knew you needed or wanted) and restaurants that serve mediocre food. Their presence will encourage wannabes and the crass nouveau riche set. And were it not for the gentle breeze rustling through the trees and the infectious laughter of the real locals, you would never have any sense of the soul of the place at all.”

True, this happens everywhere, but here there is a sense of entitlement that seems to me to be uniquely South African and it’s that entitlement and the resentment coupled with it, that constantly leaves me muttering, “Nice place, shame about the people”.

Franschhoek's lavender field

And so, as I drove home yesterday, an incident played itself out which only served to confirm what I already know.

I came up the offramp of the freeway to the stop sign at the top of the bridge. Glass littered the road alongside an unoccupied Suzuki SUV with flashing hazard lights. In front of it was a large Toyota SUV. Both vehicles appeared to be pulled slightly to the side of the road and I assumed there’d been a collision. I pulled to the centre and raised my arms enquiringly at the driver of the Toyota. What was going on, could I go past, was he planning on moving? He gestured violently. I had no idea what he meant. Again, I raised my arms in enquiry. He gestured again, indicating I should “take a hike” and pulled away. I realised then that he was in fact towing the Suzuki. I found myself traveling behind him – with him going increasingly slowly – and also realised I was boxed in, with a white Honda right up my rear. The road on which we were traveling ran between the ocean and Cape Town’s biggest squatter settlement. People dashed across the road between the traffic, drunk driving was much in evidence as cars swerved around each other and people narrowly missed being hit. Feeling increasingly unsafe, I spotted a gap in the oncoming traffic and accelerated to overtake the Toyota. As I went past him, the driver, a thickset guy in his 30s, stuck his hand out the window and gave me the zap sign. Why? Probably because I’d had the “cheek” to question him at the intersection.

And this is the thing, this is the kind of aggression, unnecessary and unpleasant, that so characterizes South African society. Of course, it didn’t end there. The white Honda, driven by a hip young guy, also overtook the Toyota and charged up behind me, where he once again proceeded to sit on my tail. If I accelerated, so did he. If I slowed down, he slowed down. He had plenty of opportunity to overtake me, but he didn’t. It is more “fun”, it’s to be presumed, to threaten people because you can, because it makes you feel good and powerful, because, it seems, you don’t know how else to be.

The Drakenstein mountain

False Bay and the Atlantic Ocean

This, amidst the beauty of the mountains, the oceans and the vineyards is just how it is. South Africa is a land characterized by greed and violence, its people - irrespective of race, creed or gender - are scarred by a long history of social and psychological trauma. And it’s not getting better. As the sun scatters diamonds on the Atlantic Ocean and glints off the granite face of the mountains, as the vines rustle in the south-easterly breeze so increasingly the pot boils and churns and no one, it seems, is willing to douse the flames.

Mountain fires burn above Greyton

Friday, January 1, 2010

2010 - and I wish for you...

New Year's Midnight Blue Moon - 00:00:00 - 01:01:10


2010 and I wish for you a year filled with
love and laughter
peace and harmony
success and good health
joy and enlightenment
friendship and good fun.


I might look back on the last year - and the past decade - and see dark places and difficult times. Equally, I might look back and see a time of tremendous growth, challenges and opportunities. Mostly, I look back and see a time of balance, of profound learning and personal growth. And I realise then, in the immortal words of Robert Frost, I stood at the beginning of the new millenium and saw two roads diverge in the wood and I, I chose to take the one less travelled by - and that, indeed, has made all the difference.



And so where to now, eh?

Onward and upward?

Whichever way the road goes, it will bring with it more of the same - such is life. The scenery may change, the weather too (no, I'm not talking about climate change!), we will change - for to stagnate is to die, the world will change, for change is the one constant we can always rely upon - and yet, in many ways, all will remain the same, our human nature and our inability to learn from the past seems to ensure that. It depends, I guess, on how you look at it - whether you view the world from the high road or the low road.

But whichever road each of us takes - I still wish for all of us the very same - which is all and only the very best of everything - always.

They said last night was a blue moon. Down here we had shear winds too - blowing both from the north-west and the south-east and a cloud sky planted by Johnny Appleseed. There was powerful magic afoot and in line with the moon's promptings I followed the moonsong - and look what happened... Shall I take it as a sign of a time of still greater creativity...? I hope so!

I started with the New Year's Blue Moon...


Decided it really wasn't very blue - and headed into the digital darkoom...



I then wandered to the lounge and stared at the tree lights and started to play with the zoom lens...


I wondered about the moon again... and this is what happened...


Then I played with the tree lights some more...to create silent New Year's fireworks...


And then got this...


And called it "Ripley's Ride"... If this is anything to go by, it looks like it will be one helluva ride indeed! I'll see you on the other side, then, shall I...?

Have a wonderful, happy and prosperous 2010!