Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Fire and Ice - and an award

Well, what can I say, blogging is sporadic and infrequent - and is likely to become more so as the creative juices start to flow... Yep, I think I am finally finding my way clear to start working on a huge rewrite of my Young Adult paranormal novel. I still have a lot of research that I want to do - instead of being "original" like everyone insists, I want to revert to the classic mythology and then move forward from there. So please do bear with me if I become even more absent than usual.


It's strange actually because February is always the month when ideas really start to flow for me - something to do with harvesting perhaps, it being the end of summer... Who knows.

But even if I am a little absent in the blogosphere there will always be words, because words are what I do - I can't seem to help myself. So here's a little something I scribbled the other morning, after stepping outside... Just words...


Fire and Ice


There’s an uncharacteristic chill in the hazy February air, as though autumn and its wispy mists have arrived early. But it seems unlikely. An unearthly yellow-orange glow filters the sunlight, washing the trees and the grass with an artist’s pale watercolours. Is it indeed fog, I wonder? Or is it smoke? I can’t smell fire.

Yet as the morning unfolds and the sinister orange glow refuses to pass and the vapours shrouding the mountains don’t lift, I’m made to wonder again.

I want to try and capture the eerie light, though I hardly feel I’m able; I’m not an impressionist behind a camera lens. I venture outside, stunned at the way the light filters through the leaves of the grapevine.

And then I smell it. The unmistakable smell of burning bush. The smoke lingers high in the sky. It swathes the mountains in gauzy arms, blocking them from view. You shall not see what I am doing here.

The scrub has been tinder dry all summer.

I had said when the season began that we should expect fires. You could feel it in the air, in the tremors of breath beneath the earth, in the sap that surged through the trunks of trees. There was a restlessness on the mountain slopes that slunk down into the suburbs and jostled with dreams to be noticed.

Of course, I was being fanciful, wasn’t I…

But as the acrid bite of burning scrub tickles the edges of my nostril, I am reminded of what I sensed, of what I knew.

Fire.

Just as gazing on the Australian cherry trees I know it’s going to be a bitter winter. Three successions of blooming in one season. More cherries than I have ever seen. Oh it will snow this year.

Icily.



And then, and then... there was an award - from both Lakeviewer of at Sixtyfivewhatnow and Angela at Letters from Usedom. Thank you so much for this very special award.

The Best Blog Thinker Award

In the words of the person who created it:
"This award acknowledges the values that every Blogger displays in their effort to transmit cultural, ethical, literary, and personal values with each message they write. Awards like this have been created with the intention of promoting community among Bloggers. It`s a way to show appreciation and gratitude for work that adds value to the Web."

And of course, in time honoured tradition, I must pass it on.

And so this award goes to... (applause, please ladies and gentlemen!)

Debi Alper who is currently reliving her experiences of the Grenadian revolution on her blog. Debi is an author and reading about her experiences is both riveting and eye-opening.

Kim at Mouse Medicine, who always has something wise and insightful to say.

To Sue Guiney who takes us with her on her journey of creative expression and writing with tremendous insight.

To Steph of The Biopsy Report who has written tirelessly and courageously about illness and the Irish health system.

To Renee of Graulhet Bonjour who gives us a unique insight into life in a small French town and so broadens our horizons - and of course, one must not forget her intrepid hound, the sleuth writer, Ms Cybele Christie - this award goes to her too!

And finally to Ernest of Rub2Neurons who claims to abhor awards and all the sycophantic behaviour that goes with them. He thinks, he postulates and he is insightful, outspoken and decidedly witty - see what I mean by visiting his other blog... The God Diaries.

To put the award on your blog, this in case you are technically challenged... Right click on the blog award image above and select "save as" - save it to the file of your choice on your pc and from there, in the usual manner of posting images to you blog, well, post it!



29 comments:

mouse (aka kimy) said...

av - I am speechless. thank you so much for passing the torch.... I am very honored.

the essay on fire and ice is beautiful.

best on the rewrite.

here you are moving toward autum and winter and we toward spring and summer... whatever the transition, being at a junction is an inspiring time!

SueG said...

Thank you so much. What a wonderful award to receive! And thanks for sharing your piece about fire and ice. It's haunting -- especially with what's happened in Australia this year. If we don't see yiu for a while, don't worry. just know we're out here rooting for you. `Good luck with the rewrites!!! xoxo

steph said...

Oooooooooh! I'm so honoured to be considered for this lovely award by someone whose words, just words, mean so much to me!

I'm in the throes of fighting another nasty infection at the moment and this lovely surprise has provided a welcome lift.

Thank you! AV. I propose that the Irish Blog Awards should consider having a Best Blog Thinker Award category next year.

R.L. Bourges said...

Well, let me clock in as another writer fighting off nasty infections and deeply touched by your kindness, av.

Some fine moments of evocation in the fire and ice post. And I totally agree with you about moving from the mythological figures to your own take on them. No matter what the setting, it's always about mythical struggles of one sort or another.

Best of luck with the rewrites. I find they usually start being fun when I rediscover my own material and 'see' the writing that's begging to be either deleted or included.

Again, merci for the award.

Fire Byrd said...

Oh I hope the fires are contained and don't become as awful as those in Victoria, Australia.
Great pics though of leaves.
xx

Debi said...

Thanks for the award and for thinking of me. Good luck with the writing. xxx

Lori ann said...

Congratulations on your award Nicky, you are the best blog thinker.

I loved fire and ice. Good luck with your writing, there is a season for everything,isn't there? :)

love, lori

Ropi said...

Congratulations to the award winners.

Absolute Vanilla (and Atyllah) said...

Aw, I'm sure you won't be bereft of words for log, Mouse! :-)
It's strange to think, isn't it, that as you move towards spring so we slip towards autumn. Today we had the first true fog of the start of the autumn season - it's very early and again doesn't bode well for winter.

No, thank you, Sue, for your wonderful blog and insightful words!
As to the fires, they've been pretty bad - they're way on the other side of the city limits, in the winelands and mountains and are currently threatening several vineyards - it got out of control because when the fire started the firemen just happened to be on strike...
And good luck to you to with the rewrites! xxx

Oh Steph, I'm so sorry to hear you're ill again. Strength and love and courage to you. I hope you manage to fight it off really soon and can avoid hospital.
And yes, excellent idea - I think the Irish Blog Awards should indeed have a best thinker award. I'll drink to that - slainte!

Oh Renee, so sorry to hear that you too are ill. I do so hope you'll soon be much better. Take good care of yourself.
I think we could perhaps have a long discussion about mythologies, eh? :-)

I hope so too, Firebyrd! O don't think though that they will be as bad as Oz - from what a friend who lives out that way has told me, they have got it reasonably under control - though it has been threatening several vineyards. At least it hasn't been windy - which always makes it so much worse.

Thank you, Debi, for sharing your remarkable story! xx

Thanks, Lori - and yes, there is a season for everything :-) xxx

Thanks, Ropi.

Baino said...

We're sliding into Autumn too but I'm welcoming the cooler weather, not so cool in Victoria where they're still fighting 1000km firefront. It does create an eery light doesn't it. Well done to the award winners very worthy and even sporadic posts are most welcome. Best of luck with the rewrite.

Gail said...

A well deserved award for you. Your words are wonderful.

Keep on cranking them out.

Megan said...

Flow, juices, flow! Best of luck with the writing and I hope you give us many more words.

R.L. Bourges said...

av: 'discussion on mythologies" - any day of the week, your place or mine. Any preferences as to cultures?
:-)

Absolute Vanilla (and Atyllah) said...

Bloody blogger - just ate all my comment replies! Argh!

Let me try again... gnrrr...

Baino - a 1000km firefront is just mind boggling! Really hard to comprehend something so vast and destructive. Our fires are not nearly so bad but worse was that they were allowed to get out of control because the fireworkers were striking when the fires started and didn't bother to pitch until 24 hours later. Several wine estates are under threat so lets hope the get the thing under control.

Aw, thanks, Gail!

Yeah, here's to flowing juices, Megan and lots of words! ;-)

Anytime, Renee and let's make it your place, I could do with a visit to France! In this instance I'm looking at Slavic mythology around the paranormal and the undead - vampires and such like. I suspect the interest stems partly from my own part-Slavic heritage! :-)

SueG said...

Me again...I've been looking over my blog and saw that I have neglected to list you all this time. Yikes! mea culpa! Sorry. All fixed now, though :-(

Tessa said...

Lyrical words, wonderful imagery.

I do hope your rewrites go well. Sometimes it's tiresome, sometimes invigorating and illuminating. I hope there is more of the latter as you work on your manuscript.

Absolute Vanilla (and Atyllah) said...

Aw, no need to feel guilty, Sue - but thanks for the link :-)

I have no idea how this rewrite will go, Tessa, all I know is that it will be the biggest rewrite I've ever tackled - as I will be undoing so many things and introducing so many new elements. I rather feel like I should probably just start from scratch! :-)

R.L. Bourges said...

av: 'the undead' - I've designated Ms Cybèle as Research Assistant on this one. She says she'll see what she can dig up for you - eh, eh, eh.

Absolute Vanilla (and Atyllah) said...

RLB - just tell her bones won't cut it! Unless they're the sort of bones that come the midnight hour and morph into some or other shadow of the creature they once were! ;-) That said, do let her know what I am duly appreciative of her kind assistance!

Exmoorjane said...

Good luck with the novel....yes, oh yes, the wearisome demand for the new needs to be bitten hard. After all, is there anything really REALLY new?
Wish my juices would get flowing!
Jxxxx

karen said...

Congrats on the award AV, and good like with the writing tasks. hope we do hear from you from time to time! beautiful pics, and words...

Pat Posner said...

Love the fire and ice, AV (aA)

Loadsa luck with the rewrite and...
enjoy it even though it'll be tough at times.

xPat

Crystal Jigsaw said...

What a lovely post, very enjoyable read. I am intrigued to hear more of your paranormal novel.

CJ xx

Vesper said...

What a splendid essay on fire and ice... I recognise the crispness that speaks of impending autumn (without the fire)...

I'm glad that your "creative juices" are flowing again to your heart's desire. I feel almost the same. I've been writing a lot more for my stories in the recent weeks.

Congratulations on the award! Nobody deserves it more than you.

xoxoxo

Princess Haiku said...

This post is beautifully written and bestows an award upon the writer as well.

Carol and Chris said...

Thought I would pop over for a nosey and I'm very glad I did!! (You have just been added to my blog roll...you may blog sporadically but I want to make sure I don't miss it when you do!!)

Fire and Ice....beautiful writing!! You should think about becoming a writer *grins*

C x

Absolute Vanilla (and Atyllah) said...

Well, it seems to be going well, ExmoorJane, the muse has me by the nose and has my nose to the grindstone - ouch!
;-)

I will try to blog now and then Karen but right now I'm so "into" the rewrite and the research that I'm barely coming up for air - which also means I have a husband who's not getting fed - and is hugely miffed as a result!

Thanks, Pat - and so far I am enjoying it - even though I'm not getting much sleep!

Thanks, CJ! Re the paranormal, well with the rewrite I seem to be returning to more classic vampire "mythology"... :-)

Aw, thanks, Vesper, you're a honey. And so glad to hear your own creative juices are flowing again - I wish you loads of success with your words and stories! xxx

Thank you so much, Princess Haiku!

Thanks, Carol & Chris! And you've been added to my blogroll too! And now back to the writing... :-)

katcampbell said...

It's so hard to fit it all in, isn't it AV? I finally posted a list on the wall of the short stories and books in progress, just an idea, need rewrite...working on the list, leaves so little time to blog.

Miladysa said...

I really enjoyed Fire and Ice :D

It took me back to 'Out of Afica' for some unknown reason - definitely felt like I was there for a while!